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15.10.11

Excessive, huh?


TO DA POINT!

3 words that cross my mind everytime I open this messy blog (u kno that I seldom create a post anymore X_x) are........I MISS THIS! I'm waaaaaaaay too busy with my senior high hell school assignments. Y OH Y.

So.....here's my 3rd post in 2k11. Idk what's the suitable title for it zzz


Sun rises in the east and sets in the west. Romeo loves Juliet, Landon loves Jamie, and so does my dad, he loves my mom.
And it's same as what I've been feeling for more than this 1 year. All of them are absolute. It's not planned and can never be planned.


I ever saw an old couple were riding their bicycle on a wonderful Sunday afternoon, it's about on 4pm. They were so romantic. Suddenly I felt something that made me mused. I was jealous. Yap! I envied them. But I tried not to think of it anymore. Stupid. I have no boyfriend and there are a lot of things that I have to think about.

And when the moon and stars greeted me in my spare time, what I saw on that Sunday afternoon always came around to my brain, like nothing would be looking for it.


That grandpa and grandma must be so lucky, they spend their lifetime together. They both are still fit and healthy enough to ride a bicycle. They help each other. They laugh together.
They've grown old together.


I remember with something that I keep on my stupid laptop that can't be used normally anymore. I think I don't need to tell u what are contents. U just need to know that every single of them ARE the precious ones.
So many things which have been given by God and I must be thankful for this life, where God gave me a chance to talk to that person who completes my life, every single moment in my life and I don't know where 'that life' is. What a precious person.

But one day I realized.....
"I'm sure that grandpa and grandma ever lived in their teenage life, when they were young. Just like me and my friends now. I'm sure they still remember how annoying homework is. I'm sure they still remember the feeling of falling in love when they were teenager. I'm sure they didn't know each other at the first time they met. I'm sure they ever felt how complicated their lovelife was. Or may be......one of them ever cried because of love.....who knows?"

I always try to run away from my past. But the more I try, the more I fail.

U kno....I just want to grow up normally like other teenagers, then grow old with that person, a super precious person. I don't care that's excessive or not. What I care the most is....the way to keep holding on in one condition without hurting my feeling.


p.s: don't take this post seriously! ;p


1.7.11

Happy Birthday Ckr!

HELLO BLOGGER!!!

AAAAAAA I MISS THIS BLOG SO MUCH! IT’S BEEN A LONG TIME :’)

Hey! Today is the 1st day of July in 2011….and it’s Ckr’s special day! Please say ‘Happy birthday’ to him! Wishing him nothing but all the best! He is fifteen NOW! It reminds me about one of my fav. songs…… Fifteen by Taylor Swift. And I love these parts of that song…



'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be…….
Fifteen


Also this one



'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be……..at fifteen



All of you must be jealous because I have a bestfriend like him. Though we both never meet each other…but I always learn to never say never. Distance and time are just another separator and I still believe in possibilities.

I don’t know why but I love him so much, may be more than he does. He is different….and…..hahaha his personality can’t be described by the words. Just say ‘Hi!’ to him and you can know how adorable he is…..such a very kindhearted boy. Trust me.


And…..here is the 1st conversation when I knew him for the first time ahaha



When he was a kid.......



Ok. Once again, happy bday my beloved bestfriend.....Ckr! Stay humble and enjoy your fifteen ;-)






12.3.11

Pray for Japan. Pray for Our Beloved Earth



I just can't sleep tonight,
knowing that things ain't right.
It's in the papers, it's on the TV,
it's everywhere that I go.
Children are crying, soldiers are dying,
some people don't have a home.
 

But I know there's sunshine behind that rain,
I know there's good time behind that pain 

Can you tell me how I can make a change?
 

I close my eyes, and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray.
I close my eyes and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray.

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight
Am I a sinner? Cause half my dinner, 

is still there on my plate.
Ooh I got a vision, to make a difference,
and it's starting today.

Cause I know there's sunshine beyond that rain,
I know there's good times beyond that pain


Heaven tell me I can make a change.


I close my eyes, and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray.

I close my eyes and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and

I pray for the broken-hearted,
I pray for the life not started.
I pray for all the ones not breathing,
I pray for all the souls that need a break,
Can you give 'em one today?

I just can't sleep tonight,
Can someone tell me how to make a change?

I close my eyes, and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and pray, 

I close my eyes and I can see a better day,
I close my eyes and I pray, 

I pray, I pray
I close my eyes and pray.........


Pray by Justin Bieber. This song means a lot for me. For you and them. For us.

I'm sure you guys know that Japan has destructed by earthquake and tsunami. Until now, people there are still afraid and worried because of the disasters.



Yap, the earthquake with 8.8 - 8.9 richter scale that followed by tsunami in there was really terrible. I watched the news about it and I thought.......if I was there.....how could I survive ???



Oh God, I can't imagine how many buildings were broken, how many disadvantages and how many people are dying because of those disasters............ Speechless. 







Earth, I know you are tired, too many problems that you must face by yourself, you look like a grandfather. Are you sick ? I just can say....get well really soon :-)



Guys, we know that we can't go away from any tests, but we have to face it. We are just an ordinary human, all that we can do are just hoping, trying, and praying. 

And for Japan....hey there ! I know you guys don't know who I am. But you are all my brothers. My prayers are with you all. Be patient, because we know there are good times behind those pains. Cheer up !




1.12.10

Welcome back, Gina !

HELLO BLOGGAH !

Long time no share my unimportant post btw ahaha. Hai semuaaaaaa. Udah lama bgt kayanya engga posting di blog gue yg alakadarnya ini. Well, just fyi, gue sempet vakum dr blog dan gue private-in blognya. Yap, school sucks. Sibuk sama semua yg berhubungan dgn sekolah tuh emg menyebalkan. Tugas dimana-mana, ulangan juga, yaaa tp gimana lagi mau gamau gue mesti jalanin itu semua. Hu.

Ok. Dan se-ka-rang gue lg bertarung di dalam ulangan semester ganjil. DOAIN PLEASEEEEEE AAAAA. Dan abis itu lanjut ulangan dari direktorat, dan lanjut ke Try Out 1. What-a-life.

Hm btw, today is the 1st day of December, right ? Gue rasa december wish gue terlalu banyak jadi gabakal gue sebutin satu-satu disini. Intinya di bulan ini gue pengen selalu senang, senang, dan senang. Amin.


Ohiya gue punya satu gambar lucu deh yg sempet gue grab dr suatu site. Yukmarikitacekidottugedah



LOL. 1 gambar yg berisi 3 judul lagu tentang Desember. Hey, abis Desember berarti........tahun baru ! Time goes so fast. Ya Allah cepet bangeeeet. 

Post buat hari ini segini aja yaaaaa. Once again say "Welcome back !" to me dooong :3 Oke gapenting. Goodnite buddies !



13.9.10

How To Feel Comfort ?

hi blogger ! now, I'm going to tell ya how to feel comfort when you don't (in my version :p)

1. when I didn't feel well, such as when I got fever, cough, influenza, etc... my mom told me that I should had rest enough, it would be an simple & amazing drug. yeah, she's my fairy :-)






2. and when I didn't feel well (continuance from 1st number) I wore my beloved jacket, it has big size, I love it XOmuch ! it made me feel so comfort. hey ! don't forget to combine it with my socks ! aaa big kiss and hug for those things ! haha






3. when I confused because of my feelings, a million thoughts of you came and stuck in my brain. you know what ? it makes me feel better and comfort until now :-)








4. when I was dizzy because of many reasons, I take my iPod or my cellphone, I press the play button on it, I play my favorite song(s), then I ignore the stage which is full of dramas B-) we call it 'WORLD' and I do it until now \m/






5. when I wasn't in my good mood, I ate a lot of chocolates. yep, I do it until now hahah, because it cheers me up *\'.'/* and of course makes me feel comfort






k guys, I think that's all. p.s. : do them if you think this post is helpful ;-)